Everything is difficult without you
I never thought of anything without your association since you were born Ali farzan. I am facing difficulty even in studying after your departure. I cant understand the theories without thinking about you and getting an example from you. In the previous semester I understood early childhood, second language development, motivation and what ever with your reference. I was used to tell the class how I was exploring the education system here by teaching you. You were not alone in learning American geography for the first time; I was learning that also through your textbook. Now I get blank when I read similar things. When I read adolescent theories they look strange to me. Impact of play on children looks superficial to me. All these theories seem to be coming from Mars. Or maybe God has shifted me to Mars while taking you to Heaven.
I feel isolated without you ALi Farzan. I get worried when recall that you reciprocated all my emotions here. You were used to trace my feelings and act to suit best to them. I wish you are not doing it in Heaven.I pray to God that He has made you busy in playful things. I want you to remember me and my love but I want you to be ignorant to the pain I am having without you. If God gives us pain after happiness He must have got plans to replace it with happiness. After bearing this pain I want the same or more intensity of happiness. I am sure God will give that to me by uniting us. You will find me the happiest at that time, hope you will reciprocate my feelings at that time too. Amma loves you.